A 5-Card Reading showing Nikolas's Mental, Emotional, Physical, and Spiritual energies.
~ The Self: Red ~
RED appearing as Nikolas's Color of Self indicates a very strong reserve of Primal Energy within this young man's core, although it affirms he incarnated in this lifetime to learn very basic lessons related to Survival, Primal Instincts, Power over Life and Death, and the correct use of Lethal Force within a somewhat unregulated society. Red corresponds to Root Chakra, so we see in Nikolas's Life History a de-basing of his Primal Roots through the action of having been given up for adoption by his biological parents. As I started to channel this reading for and about Nikolas, the term "Base-less-ness" came up several times, as in, totally de-based and disconnected from any source of stability in his life, including the core family unit which he never had. Red as his Self indicates early childhood trauma prior to the age of 7, while as of yet there is no mention of his adoptive parents showing violence toward him, the circumstances surrounding his adoption are currently unknown.
~ Mental State: Mint Green ~
MINT GREEN, the Dreamer's Card, represents Nikolas's Mental State, although Mint Green can go one of two ways: Either Dreamy in a healthy sense, or totally Delusional and incapable of making sound choices in alignment with what we commonly define as Reality. To say that Nikolas Cruz is "A Dreamer" and a "Sensitive Soul" is a certainty, although the pairing of emboldened Red at his core with a sensitive, dreamy Mint Green Mind is a tough combination to overcome. At the young age of 19, Nikolas was likely to act upon Primal Impulse without thought or understanding of consequences, especially lacking understanding of his future fate at the mercy of the complex, convoluted, somewhat arbitrary, and usually unpredictable American Justice System. Escapism may be his usual coping mechanism to compensate for what looks to be a tough (albeit basic) round of soul growth lessons he chose prior to incarnation.
~ Emotional State: Orange ~
ORANGE appearing as Nikolas's Emotional State shows a strong and obvious desire for Family, Family Bonds, and Family Identity which is/was Nikolas's greatest challenge in this lifetime, having unfortunately been given up for adoption along with his brother by his biological parents at a young age. Clearly, the hostile environment surrounding him at the High School was no substitute for Family, as fellow students referred to him as "strange," "a loner," "most likely to be a shooter," and so forth. An Emotional State of Orange refers to a very basic need to be nurtured, cared for, loved, and also yearns for a sense of belonging within a Family Unit. The Marksmanship Club that Nikolas belonged to may have been the only place on Earth where he felt he belonged, and excelled and was allowed to express his natural knack for shooting within a controlled environment.
~ Physical State: Sage Green ~
SAGE GREEN representing Nikolas's Physical State means he incarnated on the Earth Plane for the sole purpose of teaching a collective lesson, and once that lesson is complete, his soul will be freed to return to the Source from whence he came. Nikolas's soul knows something the rest of us do not, and while the events which transpired over the course of years as recorded and dismissed by police and other agencies are extremely tragic, they set in motion a new series of proactive decisions which will, hopefully, make the world a safer place for students and families of mentally ill individuals. It is not unusual for a mentally ill adolescent or young adult to be completely ostracized from family members due to the extreme nature of their disease, so the question remains: how will society as a whole treat, manage, and integrate members of the population who were born mentally ill through no fault or choice of their own? The solution is not up to them, it is up to us (the sane). On a more literal level, Sage Green as his physical self shows his desire to be alone, his being ridiculed by other children for being "weird," "different," and "a loner." It is also not unusual for a person with Sage Green energy to encounter a life of detachment from biological family, as was the case in Nikolas and his brother being given up for adoption to a set of older parents, both of whom died prior to the mass-casualty event, repeating Nikolas's theme of family detachment and parental abandonment. To say Nikolas was "born into this world alone" is an understatement.
~ Spiritual State: White ~
WHITE representing Nikolas's Spiritual State means he has a pure soul, and this is his first incarnation or lifetime on Planet Earth. After he was apprehended by police and taken to a hospital, it was said by an observer, "he looked completely lost." This is typical for souls incarnated on Earth for the first time: they have difficulty following rules, fitting in, and are often observed doing strange or outside-the-norm things such as having an unnatural fascination with weapons at a young age, showing disinterest in normal, healthy foods, acting in what appears to be an immature manner, and also being prone to abnormal or severe over-reactions to adverse situations in daily life. A Pure Soul is not to be confused with an Innocent soul; in fact, a Pure Soul is more apt to be manipulated by external influences than an Innocent Soul. Anything can be impressed upon a Pure Soul, so herein lies the need to examine cultural influences upon Nikolas Cruz's personal choices from his birth until his recent incarceration.
~ The Color Oracle
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Nikolas shown at his first court appearance on 2-15-18. Is your son planning a mass-casualty event? If yes, what will you do to stop him?
The Color Oracle
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